Hands off people ;

I.hate.

2011-10-09T06:15:00.000+08:00

Blunt.

2011-10-09T06:01:00.004+08:00

Boiled.

I need a break from everything. Sorry, I'm just a common girl who lives her teenage life imperfectly perfect. With you, I feel alive. But somehow you're the reason of these stupid numb. I love you, thank you xx

(N)

2011-09-30T04:48:00.001+08:00

I miss you, boyfriend.

Yeah

2011-09-20T17:39:00.001+08:00

The cut.

2011-09-20T15:52:00.002+08:00

Deep, the cut is too deep to be written and express into words. I feel so miserable and pathetic in every single breath I breathe. Vulnerable is the best word for now. I'd say, the soul is suffering tragically. The anger easily gets out of control. Something went wrongly, oppositely from its place. I'm having paranoia. (mental breakdown) And soon, I'll lost my mind.

Hair bows.

2011-09-19T07:57:00.003+08:00

Girls and their appearances.

Hello there my people! :) So today, I'm skipping school again because I don't think I could answer my history paper as I just had an accident last week. I know it sounds so lame but hey, no lies in here? I noticed that my mind reacts slower than before which that's super creepy! :S But no matter what, it doesn't mean I can escape from this trial examination. :( I have to face this trial questions before answering the real one, so called SPM so I could be more realistic and ready. I must must must go back to school as soon as possible. Somehow, behind all the happiness of not attending school, I feel so alienated from the others okay? The school administration will set and provide different questions for me, just FOR ME. Were they too worried about 'soalan bocor' thingy? Ahaaaaaa totally no fun at all lah. Hm lets cut this out. Hehe haiii people out there? Now I'm watching some hair tutorial on youtube which is not bad and kinda cool. I'm learning how to do the hair bow! :D Wanna take a peek? Go try and google lady gaga hair bows. It looked so simple but slightly hard to do. Wish me luck guys! Muahs xx

The smile.

2011-09-06T13:07:00.005+08:00

It will never be the same without you here.

Dear Close friends (You know who you are), I really appreciate yourthoughtfulness and kindness. Thanks for being there when I'm blue. Thanks for always convincing me that I'm strong and I can get through this. I have been told that long distance relationships would be tough/hard at the age of mine. I know right? But I don't think giving up is the best way to handle this problem. We should try solving this relationship issues instead of running away from it. Has any of you ever read this quote from Google/Twitter/Tumblr? - ''Never say goodbye when you still want to try. Never give up when you feel you can still take it. Never say you don't love that person anymore when you can't let go.'' Nice huh? I love to collect and read quotes, really. Its more like self-motivation and inspiring. :)

p/s: I love you Mohamed Syazwan Izham ♥

Ser.

2011-08-24T07:02:00.002+08:00

Yes, I'm stubborn. I don't wanna listen to the others' talk. Stop lying to yourself :(

Take note.

2011-08-22T14:05:00.001+08:00

So please be aware. Eff eff efff effffffffffffffffffffffffff.

Hehe.

2011-08-18T12:38:00.000+08:00

I found this on someone's facebook. Cool huh :')

Suffocate.

2011-08-17T10:30:00.006+08:00

I have tons of clutter in my mind. I'm speechless when it comes to this. I'm always hoping that you'd know how much I'm gonna miss you when you're not here. I can feel the strength is slowly fading away. I'm getting weak and weaker as you're leaving. But love, I can't express this insecure feelings in front of you. At the same time, I don't want you to feel more reluctant or unwilling to leave me. And, I don't want to feel bad too. This is the best way, love. Xx. Always yours, Yanyan. :') ♥

Baby you're the best I ever had.

2011-08-14T17:53:00.006+08:00

Want.

2011-08-13T03:59:00.001+08:00

Can I have this?! I still can't find it :( Anyone? Hello? Help? ..

School attendance.

2011-08-12T12:43:00.002+08:00

Proudly to inform that I just came back from school! :D He he he. I never thought that I could make it today. Pfffft I'm awesome! Haha. Well since my attendance has fucked up, I must force myself to sacrifice my beauty sleep every morning. How pathetic. Xx

Guilt.

2011-08-11T23:58:00.002+08:00

I feel so empty. Maybe it is because I'm having this effin' head-ache. Or something just went wrong? I don't know :(

You.

2011-08-09T18:56:00.004+08:00

♥ ,

Dyana :)

Ding!

2011-08-09T18:23:00.003+08:00

Hohey bloggers. I'm back :) Taa-daaaaaa! It has been long time since I updated my last post. Sorry. I got nothing much to share in here,really. Anyways! God, I'm very thankful. Everything seems fine for now. Alhamdulillah :)

Pfft

2011-06-24T21:11:00.001+08:00

I'M TOO LAZY TO UPDATE. KBAI!

070611

2011-06-07T21:53:00.004+08:00

Miao.

Seventeen years.

2011-06-04T10:51:00.002+08:00

Hey baby girl. Happy Birthday ;) You're one year older now. Time passes so fast right, girlfriend? I can still remember the exact moment when we get to know each other. Its still fresh in my mind. We have been thru loads of stuff together kan? We spent our teenagers' year together. Bad ones, good ones. We fought We cried We laughed We smiled We swear We loved We cooked. All of em' ;D I'm sorry for my imperfections. I made mistakes, a lot. We both did. Fortunately, we could make it until today! ;) 040611. And I'm still counting days. Take care of yourself big girl. May GOD bless you Madya Mazni. I love you ♥

A good start.

2011-06-02T00:35:00.001+08:00

Mohamed Syazwan Izham, this is for you <3

June 2011.

2011-06-01T11:38:00.002+08:00

Hello Miss June :) Please protect your virginity and don't get fucked up.

Freak.

2011-05-31T02:02:00.003+08:00

.Day 1.

.Day 2.

.Day 3.

Yo bloggers! Based on the photos above, obviously I'm counting days til' my fringe grow a little more longer back ;) No no no, this is so NOT cute! It looks really horrible in real life. So please stay away peeps! Or else you're gonna get a massive heart attack. Beware. Heeeee! Xx.

Fashion disaster.

2011-05-30T10:56:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps. I just had my hair-cut last two days. I finally cut my fringe to short bangs. Unfortunately, it turned into UGLYEEEH! I hate my new look. :'( Haih kbye.

Meow meow.

2011-04-25T16:12:00.003+08:00

Hey Mr B, I swear sepuluh jari I miss you :'D Well I won't write too much about you in here cause' I don't wanna them to fall for you. Hahaha! Mwahs ♥

230411♥

2011-04-23T23:56:00.002+08:00

Hello bloggers. Let me introduce one of my girlfriend, Madya Mazni :)

She's awesome dude! :) Both of us get to know each other thru social network so called Friendster around 2007. I never thought we could become this close. Imeanthisclose. Heheh! :P Oh memories :') With all the tiny little fights, small laughter and tears. Til they brought us here. I'm so glad to have you by my side. And yeah, I'm looking forward to your upcoming 17th birthday. Let's make it blast! By the way, thanks girlfie. Xx. Bye!

REMEMBER!

2011-04-20T02:47:00.002+08:00

Bare that in mind. Pfftt stay positive Dyana! :) Get back to the line, then I'll be fine.

Bored.

2011-04-17T16:32:00.005+08:00

Nothing much to update for today. So I'll just upload some images.

The next Malaysian Top Playgirl.

Want.

2011-04-15T00:28:00.004+08:00

Dream Catcher.

I want this beautiful thing. I saw it once @ Central Market in KL. Unfortunately, I were freakingly broke that time. Shoot me shoot me! :(

Mr. B :)

2011-04-09T18:38:00.001+08:00

Hello Saturday :) Nice to meet you. As I'm too free today, I'm gonna write anything that pops in my mind. So I'm gonna call it, A random post. Fact #1: I usually create a title for my post at the end of my writing. Am I the only one doing this? IDTS. Yay! ;D Oh ya, heart issues. Hm. Day by day, I fell a little more in love with my boyfriend. How awesome was that! :) But I know, things will getting more challenging and harder for both of us as human's HEART are sensitive and not easy to be take care of. So, here I am. I PROMISE. I'll try my best to fight for this love in any circumstances. InsyaAllah :)

A piece of shit.

2011-04-08T22:15:00.002+08:00

Why? Enough la Dyana. You're nothing! Face that fuckin' fact. What do you expect actually? You put up walls around your heart so that you won't get hurt but in the end, YOU STILL GET HURT! Don't put too high expectations lil' dear. Please I'm begging you. Okay I know, I know, You always expecting for the worst. But you're just too weak for this. Stop acting like you're strong! You can't take all this shit alone. How pathetic. Kbye!

SPM.

2011-04-07T18:50:00.002+08:00

So here we go again. Nothing much, nothing less. The time is ticking rapidly as it won't stop. Or a better word; pause. 'Tick tock tick tock'. Hear that? The time won't be waiting, so do opportunities. Don't let go of the opportunity to become a better person. Never ever, honey. We must believe in ourselves. Okay cut this crap. Ehem, I'm still a young raw kid who's still learning and living my teen life. Talking about my life, hmm? Kinda messed up. Well teens' dramas. Study/Family/Love/Money/Friends? Whooo guess what! Mr. Brain keeps on complaining that he's about to burst. What about Ms. Heart? Its okay readers. She's fine CURRENTLY. Alhamdulillah :)) Oh study? SPM is coming soon. Really soon my dear. I know it's not easy to archive 9A's but nothing is impossible right? And impossible is nothing! :p Ho yea. If they did, why not me? (Own motivation) Pfffttt. Pray for me guys! I love my mom. I don't wanna let her down, again. Haih. Kthnxbye♥

.S.

2011-04-04T16:10:00.001+08:00

Introducing my personal Superhero; Mohamed Syazwan Izham ♥

Meet my babysayangbiegileebb! Or, Wawan (; Okay firstly, I'd like to say that I never thought I'd fall for him. He's funny, super sweet, weird, crazy, love to be pampered, patient, caring, lovable, and so so on. In short, HE'S AWESOME! Sayang wawannnnnnnn my baby besaq ♡ Lucky to have you Sayang :) Lots of love xx.

Fu fu fu.

2011-04-01T09:50:00.002+08:00

Hey I'm back. Teehee! Since I got nothing to do, I'm gonna spit it out here. Firstly, I'd like to say FUCK YOU CELCOM! Subsub. Okay readers, I wanna all of you try to picture this situation. On Tuesday night, I reloaded rm10 which hoping that it will last for 5 days. Guess what?! The mothafuckin' celcom monster ate all the balance yesterday. WEIRD RIGHT? Hmm but still, I decided to reload rm5 yesterday. And .. THE SAME THING HAPPENED AGAIN! ARHGHGGHGHGH. What the hell man :(( Hmm move on to the second pathetic problem; I look so awful right now. I just recovered from my fever but still having major sore throat. I feel like slaughtering my throat off. Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy whyyyyyyy why. And yeah Mr. Celcom, since today is 1st April; Are you trying to fool me or something? Its not funny okay .. :(

Crappy Sunday.

2011-03-13T12:17:00.002+08:00

Sorry to say but I've found your replacement. And of course, way much more better than you. You were my favorite two years ago, neither today nor yesterday. Got it? I never mean to be rude but hey this is world; We teenage easily get bored and sick. I'm not try'na say that you're bad or something, the thing is I fell badly with the other one. Sorry! Well you know especially these days, I prefer not to express my feelings by typing. Its really tiring and I still can't show the main point to the others. You don't understand me anymore :\ Honey, say a simple 'Hi' to your replacement, Tumblr. I knew 'him' since last year and I'm happy :) Tumblr has the ability to make me feel satisfied by reblogging the images and quotes. Unlike you :( Sorry again. I guess I gotta go now. HAHAKTHXBYE.

Pathetic.

2011-02-23T19:27:00.002+08:00

My new loving BF ♡

Urh. Fuck this.

2011-02-19T22:33:00.003+08:00

MOST OF MY FRIENDS DON'T UNDERSTAND ME, AND MY SITUATION.

And, several of you don't even care about me, so stop acting like ONE. You guys just keep on criticizing me. The saddest part is you're talking behind my back. STFU okay? I'm sorry peeps. I must break this comfort by saying the truth in here. I really appreciate your good deeds but not this time, obviously. :) Thank you very much FRIENDS!

Doubt.

2011-02-09T01:49:00.000+08:00

WHO'S THE ONE (?)

You.

2011-02-08T19:26:00.001+08:00

I miss the old version of you, Daddy.

010211

2011-02-01T14:14:00.003+08:00

Welcoming you, Feb. So peeps, there's 28 limited days which we only have 672 hours to spend in this month. So don't waste these precious time cause' you can't turn back in time. And remember, this is your one and only February 2011. SO I'D LIKE TO WISH BEST OF LUCK GUYS! Mwahs♥

Question of the month: Who will be your Valentine's date? :D

Song of the day.

2011-01-31T09:03:00.007+08:00

I know its not your fault, but I’m a locked door. And inside I’m a mess by someone before; And I wish that I, I could find a key; To unlock all the things that you want us to be. Let me open up and start again, But there’s a safe around my heart. I don’t know how to let you in, And that’s what keeps us apart; And that’s why I need time. I said I need you, I need you to understand, you, you, you. I need you to understand, you, you, you. Call up the locksmith, Tell him we need him quick. We’ve got a million keys, None of them seem to fit; While your on the phone, Call up the clocksmith, Cuz I could use some time, Even the slightest bit. :)

Not this time.

2011-01-29T18:23:00.005+08:00

And again, the same thing strikes. The feeling of guilt came. People out there, I'm here to remind you that I really couldn't handle myself, MOST OF THE TIME. So I guess, you won't be able to handle me. I'm too fragile. There's lots of equation between wine glass with me. To be easy, let me list the negative part for you :) 1] Breaks easily. 2] Easily hurt you when you're careless. That's me. Sorry if these fact let you down. I'm afraid to hurt you and let your hope down. I'm far from what you thought. I'm cruel, heartless and selfish. And frankly, I might break your heart someday. That's my biggest fear at the moment. Hmmm.

GOD, I NEED YOU. :'(

F.

2011-01-25T18:57:00.005+08:00

FUCK LIFE. YEA, FUCK MY LIFE.

LOL.

2011-01-21T19:48:00.003+08:00

MY GOD. This is so effin' sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet ♥

It's kinda deep.

2011-01-20T09:33:00.003+08:00

YOU.

You'd never know how I felt about you. And you'd never notice how important your existence in my daily life. I meant it. Frankly, I like you. But about the LOVE part, I'm not really sure. I won't say the word easily till' I felt that way. Well for me, 'LOVE' is a strong word. So don't make it cheap :) I'm not trying to make it harder but this is the truth. All I ever wanted is you to be happy. If I can't give you happiness, I'll slowly let you go. Don't blame me. Its for the sake of goodness :) But this time, I won't let go someone that worth alot for worthless people's talk. I swear I'd fight for it ;) I know you won't be reading this, Mr X. Have a nice day ahead, readers. :)

2011-01-14T20:36:00.003+08:00

Wake up, Dyana. Wake up! Where's my self-confidence gone? I don't have the strength in meeting certain people. Why? I don't even know and I shouldn't be like this :( I still can't define the exact word to describe what I felt. And for those people who always stand by me, I really appreciate it. But somehow, I still feel insecure. :( Idk why.

I meant this.

2011-01-13T21:16:00.003+08:00

Hey people out there. The word 'IDGAF' is a legend starting from today :p 130111, so I'm asking for forgiveness from whoever is reading this. And I will forgive all those who made mistakes on my previous year. All of you must be wondering why I'm acting so weird on this post. Well what I'm actually try'na say was I realized that living in a life with full of hatred is very unhealthy. I don't really feel the actual of HAPPINESS if my life is not blessed by people around me. Lame right? :) Peace out.

School :3

2011-01-11T20:01:00.003+08:00

First of all, I'd like to say THANKS FOR EVERYTHING :D I love my schoolmates lots. You know who you are right ;) I won't mention some of their names cause it's too public in here. Ehem! LOL. And here, they're my threesome; Fean Nean Bean ♥ , they rock my awful weekdays :D Yeah they did. Lots of love, Dyana xx.

This song speaks.

2011-01-09T23:01:00.004+08:00

Awkward.

2011-01-07T01:46:00.004+08:00

Hm hey. My mind can't stop thinking about everything around me. I guess the nescafe affect me a little too much? :O By the way, I've been noticing something different in my daily life currently. I got a friend of mine who usually brighten up my day but not today, not yesterday and the day before. Hm, maybe she was too busy working? Ah. Too much bad thoughts are spreading around myself. Shit shit shit! Can't hold this any longer. Missing the old you :')

The final.

2011-01-06T18:26:00.006+08:00

Hey dearest blog. It has been awhile I left you without a post or notice as I always felt sleepy after coming back from school. So, Happy Thursday guys :) Eh honestly, I feel kinda bad today. I'm being too emotional in class cause' of something stupid, my apology. And one more thing, Farahlina was absent. I swear I felt so empty. After the bell rang, I'm rushing to the public phone to make confirmation with my Dad. Yea. Since my Mom stops driving for a long term, I'm sorta often-ly got transportation prob. *sighs* But it won't be long I guess. Chill dyana :D As soon as I'm home, I changed to my pyjamas after chilling around and decided to finish my homework before I went online. Yeay I succeed. *CHEERS! Hah! And after I had my good nap, I received a text from him. It was kinda shocking but I don't feel happy somehow. *Hmm* WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEIRD thxbye!

2011 wishlist.

2011-01-02T17:42:00.001+08:00

FML! I want this hoodies badly :( Anyone? Pleaseeeeeeee? :3

The starter.

2011-01-01T12:54:00.005+08:00

P/S: There are still several photos but I won't upload it in here cause' I look so awful in it. LOL

New One.

2011-01-01T02:40:00.002+08:00

Heyho newbie! :) I just went back from Esplanade w/ my BELOVED god sis, Lala & her boyfie, Mir. I got bad news and good one at the same time. So let me start with the bad one aite? :) The bad news was about the field. It was all wet as it was raining before we came which I'm wearing my new shoes. Damn it! Hahaha. But yeah, I survived. LOL! and the good news was I could say that the starting of my 2011 was awesome somehow! :D I never thought I could celebrate 2011 New Year Eve w/ Lala. How great ♡ :) So readers, as all of you would noticed that I'm super-ly tired which I'll be not uploading the photos on this post. Chao ♡

Welcoming 2011.

2010-12-31T22:12:00.001+08:00

Woohoo! As 12'o clock is coming, I'd like to wish all of you a very happy new year and may GOD bless every of you. May this 2011 brings us happiness, luck, love and luxury! :D And I hope you guys have a BLAST! ♥

Its 29th of December :)

2010-12-29T23:50:00.003+08:00

Hey. So today, I went to QB again. As I missed Coffee Bean too much, I decided to start my day by enjoying Pure Vanilla and White Choc Macadamia cookies. Super NYUMMM! ♥ And honestly, I'm missing my managers and other coffee bean staffs. They rox! Ahaa after spending more than one hour in there, I planned to start my mission in searching new hangbags/clothes/shoes for me :D . Thank GOD I felt so great cause I found a perfect pair of shoes and handbags. LOVE! Ehem and I watched 'Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah' for FREE about 80 minutes while waiting for Jeff and Panpan. Finally, they reached QB around 7 and we watched 'Aku masih dara'. That movie was kinda boring but hey it's FREE right? LOL. Without noticing the time, we went to KFC and station one to fill our LITTLE stomach. (which I just realized it's already 10.15 pm. no wonder they were busy cleaning up. =.=) Blablabla and so on. My brother picked me up around 10.50pm and blablablablabla. I'm home! :D Awhh what a nice day ♥

Let's get screwed.

2010-12-29T10:13:00.002+08:00

To-do list :

Had my bath before 11am.
Find something to wear.
Eat
Go to the Bank.
Text Lyana.
Heading to QB.
Buy ice cream.
Get a new handbag/shoes/clothes.
Eat
And think about what I should do next.

Hahaha :D I hope today's going to be a nice day.

Quote of the day.

2010-12-28T23:53:00.001+08:00

You know it’s love when all you want is that person to be happy, even if you’re not part of their happiness.

- Julia Roberts

Monday.

2010-12-27T23:30:00.001+08:00

Thank God, finally I met her. I swear to God, I love Juriffa Nathrah ♥

(Ignore our pathetic faces)

Truth.

2010-12-26T14:38:00.001+08:00

I got nothing else to share for this moment. Bye :)

Meet Me On The Equinox.

2010-12-25T05:01:00.001+08:00

Finally, I've made my decision and not gonna change it. (I think?) So yea, I'm not gonna judge whatever he did and does from now on. And I won't take this relationship seriously :) Kthxbye!

Zombies.

2010-12-24T14:43:00.003+08:00

Hello mello readers. I just had my bath as soon as I woke up from my long nap :) 12 hours dude. ♡ *good days good days* He he he. But unfortunately! This fuckin' mc flurry break my beautiful comfort by being so seductive. :( Damn it. Baby, I'm craving for you. Your taste, your coldness. Yumm ♡ FML!

Jerk.

2010-12-23T20:29:00.000+08:00

Heyyo I'm dyana :) I loved you. And You promised me you'd never let me go. Still remember? I bet you don't . How sad :D You'd never know how I felt about you, seriously. Frankly, I love everything about you even you're a jerk, sometimes. Or maybe most of the time :) I know it sounds so lame, but .. Wey at least, I'm trying to be honest kan? :') Heheh. But our love has become a history. Dead history :) K bye.

What a nightmare :(

2010-12-23T04:43:00.001+08:00

Thanks.

2010-12-22T22:41:00.000+08:00

I'm very happy. Nuff said.

Hunger thats still linger.

2010-12-21T01:30:00.001+08:00

FML! I want those preettaaaayh nyummehhhhhhhh fries. Fuck this life, I'm off to bed!

Like a savage.

2010-12-20T22:10:00.002+08:00

Teehee. Important fact #3 about Dyana. Ouhoo okay, She might be skinny but she owned Miss Whale's stomach :D Its not a good news btw! This fact makes her easily gets hungry twenty-four-seven. And mostly in the middle of night :) Ehm and fyi, she spends her money 80% on food compare to clothes which is AWESOME! (but still frustrating somehow) :p

The Consequence.

2010-12-20T02:20:00.003+08:00

I'm really hoping that our memories will fade away from me as the time past. In fact, I don't want to remember every single of it even for a second which would cause self - destruction.

Soul taker.

2010-12-19T14:58:00.004+08:00

(Readers, I guaranteed that he's not gonna notice this post. Cause I'm no longer exist in his life,anymore.) Darling, why we have to be like this? You left me hanging and It's tearing me apart. How could you? You've changed, totally. Baby, I know I did wrong sometimes. But this time, you're blaming me for something I never done. And the best part is you take them seriously. That's totally not fair, boy. If only you noticed, today is our 3 months anniversary. I love you, yes I do. But you don't feel the same. Hm. Boy, maybe you're trying to escape from me by giving all these excuses. It's okay, I'm cool. I'm not the type of girl who'll forcing and begging you to come back. Sorry :) And yeah, I hope she breaks your heart player. Kthxbye! xx.

Back.

2010-12-19T08:33:00.002+08:00

After almost 10 months I left my blogger, finally I'm back. Sorry to say but I've to clear some of my old post which I found that they're not suitable to be publish any longer. Frankly, I felt sort of stupid for what I've done before. But yeah, let bygone be bygone. We couldn't change the previous life so there's no use to regret now. So we must think wisely before we did something. Well, lesson learned :D Allow me to update about my life these days readers. Hm firstly, I'd say that things changed alot. I'm still kinda murky in suiting myself to this chaotic life. HA! HA! I sound so pathetic, yes I am. and the saddest part was I failed in love again. Ah and yea! I just celebrated my 16th birthday four days past. It was an awesome day :D ! Thanks guys for completing my day. And not to forget, infinity thanks to Julie, Jeff, Kiky & Pan for everything. Without you guys, I'd might be FOREVER ALONE. ♥

Linger .

2010-03-17T18:20:00.003+08:00

Where have you been ?

I could not see any of your footstep nearby
Maybe you are just too far away from me right now
Hoping for nothing but just a goodbye
For you my love forever and now

Sometimes I felt so stupid
Waiting for you is a nightmare
Why can't i resist it ?
Cause I miss your care

Ignore all those above stupid crap , Im bored .

Coolio has been borned.

2010-03-14T18:30:00.013+08:00

Coolio is the name ! Born in Gurney. Tastiest ice cream in the universe ♥ !!

Ehem, presenting the most generous designer .

Behind the scene. The impatient designer depressed!

The results :D

LOVEEEEE, ♥♥♥ !

It wrote ,

2010-03-13T01:30:00.003+08:00

Fate . What is fate ?

I have done some research about fate ,
and I got a lot of answers and perception by surfing googles and from human daily life ,
Basically , Fate is the theory that everything happens just the way it is supposed to happen and all things and events are predetermined .
And I found one of my favorite meaning in answers.com ,
it sounds like ' Fate is an Unfavorable destiny; doom ' .
Honestly , nowadays I feel so weak and my life ruined ,
Have you ever felt so weak and suddenly started missing someone ?
I have been there and it hurts . I cried more that I could .
And still asking , what is fate ? and why ?
Since I lost someone that I do not even know who he/she is ,
I felt so lonely , I mean too lonely to describe .
And at the same time , I get a new interest ,
Yes , something I must did everyday , crying . Ah what ? Yes , It feels so great .
But still hurt , I don't even know why am I typing about this topic right now ?
The conclusion is ' Without you I'll be miserable at best ' .

Miserable at best - Mayday Parade

Katie, don't cry, I know
You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go
Of the nights we shared
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, it's not mine, but I want it so

Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there and)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(While across the room he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

You're all that I hoped to find
In every single way
And everything I would give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay

Cause I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
And I need it

So, let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there and)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(While across the room he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

Ladada ladada ladadaoh ohhh

And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
It's been three whole days since I've had sleep
Cause I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly

So, let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there and)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(While across the room he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you but
Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best...

Blast off .

2010-03-11T19:22:00.002+08:00

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still, you live inside of me, so tell me how is that?
You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you're the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
'Cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face
And even now, while I hate you, it pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

There's something that I feel I need to say
But up til' now I've always been afraid that you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out

You say you've got the most respect for me
But, sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still, you're in my heart
But you're the only one
And yes, there are times when I hate you, but I don't complain
'Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh, but now I don't hate you
I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid, my broken heart is free to spread my wings and fly away, away with you....

I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without my baby
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

Hot FM BIG JAM !

2010-03-07T18:40:00.005+08:00

heyyppp !
yesterday was cool , really cool !
thumbs up BUNKFACE & Faizal Tahir :D
fyi , its not easy to stand up till the end of the concert -__-
but then, its all because of bunkface . *blush*
and the bad news is , i forgot to capture some pictures of them .
ah .. regret and still .. *amused*

Acha . Qiqi . Me . Fieya . Lala

Tired :)

HAHA.

End.

Pretty thang.

2010-03-04T19:55:00.003+08:00

Hunny, thanks loads. I love you! xx.

Bigat !

2010-02-23T00:06:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIK BIGAT (!)

oh my ! you're finally 18 ! haha :D
aww , happy birthday again bigat !

Wish you all the best ,
and may GOD bless you ,
Im here as your ganun ,
will always be there for you .

i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :D

K F C ,

2010-02-20T11:22:00.006+08:00

Part ONE :

Hello . 24hours ago , I met Dhiya Amirah again , in the KFC second floor .

And .

She brings loads of paper , so its like OH-SO-COOL !

And the artwork has begun :P

Okay Im done with mine :)

Haha . So these are the artwork :D

(Its very fun tho wasting some tissue paper) :O

To be continued ..

Blind ,

2010-02-18T23:22:00.003+08:00

My love for you is blind.

Sayang No 3!

2010-02-18T02:05:00.006+08:00

Hello readers ,
17022010 was OH-SO-AWESOME :)

I went to Dhiya's house :)

and ,

And these are the photos ♥ ;

I miss your hugs lil cute devil :)

Deer and Angel :D

Devil and Angel :)

I Love Her loads :D

L O V E

hahah :)
and again ,

Loveee :D

2010-02-16T22:48:00.007+08:00

Found this in my uncle's wedding album.

I cannot promise you a life of sunshine ,
I cannot promise riches , wealth or gold ,
That leads away from change or growing old ,
But I promise all my heart's devotion ,
A smile to chase away your tears of sorrow ,
A love that's ever true and ever growing ,
A hand to hold in yours through each tomorrow .

Aww :')

Yippie !

2010-02-07T23:52:00.004+08:00

060210 ♥

awww. meet Asmira :D

♥♥

awww. sharing yogurt is good :P

My supergirl ♥

EPON ♥

YEH !

2010-02-05T20:14:00.005+08:00

Hello readers ! And again , after hockey's practice .

Hey farah ? ahha.

Shorttyyyyyy :P

Hello hello baby ? HAHA

Hm ?

2010-02-04T21:01:00.003+08:00

Oh maybe now I look like someone that does not care about you anymore .
But ..
I'm still your dyana , yeah used to be :)

And the song ? Emm . Yeh.
Seriously I do :(

What ? I mean , WHAT ?

2010-02-01T20:00:00.004+08:00

HELLO (!)
I am Sqwertyuivbn . Pleased to meet you .
Its been two century(s) I didnt touch my keyboard .
Happy to touch and feel every alphabets .
Feels like don't wanna stop typing .
So I will starting to write shit in here .
Its cool yeh , Eh no its ridiculous .
Eh no . Its bad . Yeh bad .
So I have four more homework(s) to do .
Modmaths , History , Karangan and Science . Gahh .
I don't wanna touch any pen right now . Please ?
Ahh yeah by the way, I want to throw my Chipchip .
But where should I throw it ? Into a dustbin ? Drain ? Give away to other earthling(s) ?
Ah . No way . But hm ? I must lah .
Er . Bye . Aiman is calling me . I'm coming my teh o ais .

Brr.

2010-01-29T20:09:00.006+08:00

The hockey training has been canceled. F !

Nathrah , IHEARTYOU

2010-01-28T19:32:00.004+08:00

awww . love you Nath ♥ ♥ (!)

ahh and swear spuluh jari , I MISS YOU LOADS ! :(

*squishhh*

Why ?

2010-01-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

WHY DID YOU QUIT ?

ho yeah . keep on breaking your own promises :)

Aww,

2010-01-21T20:05:00.004+08:00

Damnnnn ,
Serious shitttt , I miss both of em :(

Hearttttttttttt <3

2010-01-17T22:12:00.004+08:00

Mdya

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing

For the ending of my first begin
And for the rare and unexpected friend
For the way you're something that I never choose
But at the same time something I don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again

You're the best thing I Never Knew I Needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear I need you here always

My accidental happily (ever after)
The way you smile and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
I must admit you were not a part of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear I need you here always

Who'd knew that I'd be here
So unexpectedly
Undeniably happy
Said with you right here, right here next to me
Girl you're the...

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear I need you here always
Baby baby
Now it's so clear I need you here always

:)

grin :D

2010-01-16T23:38:00.000+08:00

Qb beach

Im feeling good aite now :)

School ,

2010-01-15T23:20:00.000+08:00

Hello darlings and ducklings !
Pheww, Sorry to all ! :)
Im quite busy during weekdays , Obviously ! HAHA.
And the pic on top there ? Ah thats during sports meeting :)

End of the day :)

:)

2010-01-09T17:20:00.007+08:00

Hello. So this is my property.

Lets ZZZ ! ♥

Chipchip and Moomoo ♥♥ ~

Err, some novel graphics and other stuff ♥

Woot ! Beloved ♥

Textbooks and Julieeeeee ! ♥

HAHA! The most hatred part , hair iron ♥

AND finally , Its mehhh ♥

Happy Buffday Lyana ,

2010-01-06T00:01:00.002+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday Darla !

Lyanaa ! You'r finally sixteeeeeeeeeeeen :D

Wish you a very happy birthday ,
May GOD bless you ,
I will always here to chill your day ,
And Im hoping that all your wish will comes true , ILOVEYOU :)

Resolution Of 2010 ,

2010-01-01T23:21:00.003+08:00

My 2010 New Year Resolution :

BE A BETTER PERSON (!)

haha :D maybe it sounds simple and short ,
but for me, its something hard to succeed -.-

1] better in studies

2] be a better sister

3] be a better daughter

4] be a better student

5] better in being Julie's bodyguard (?)

6] be a better friend

AND ,

BETTER IN SAVING MONEY !

oh Lord -.-

2010,

2010-01-01T00:14:00.003+08:00

Its 2010 !
Happy New Year

May 2010 brings all of you MORE luck, health , wealth , 'love' and fun :D

Juriffa Nathrah ,

Loads of thank you ! You've brighten up my day in 2009 ,
Hoping that we'll stay together till the last breathe of mine ,
I love you :)

Mdya Mazni ,

Hey thanks for everything ,
Sorry if the word i spoke , the word i typed , and everything that came from me hurt you .
Im really sorry , :)
Hugs*

And ,

To the people who always supports me and love me in 2009 ,

Thanks youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu very much ! I really appreciate it :)

To the friends who really can be called friend ,

I really love all of you ! Swear to God i wont forget all of our memories :)

And not to forget ,

Happy Birthday Cimid !
Man ! You're 16 now :D
May this year be the best year you ever had :D
Good luck in everything friend !
I will always support you from behind ;)
Heart ya friend ,

And thats it ! Enough :D

Tata world , ;D

Damn !

2009-12-23T22:11:00.002+08:00

Hey readers ,
Starting from today ,
I can only online for short period :(
Since my mum wants my laptop back ,
So I must topup and contact others using phone ! :O

Tataaaaaaaaaaaaa ! xD

-

2009-12-19T23:54:00.000+08:00

Im not okay.
Seriously I dont.

Wtfish?

2009-12-18T22:04:00.002+08:00

Hello .
Everything seems fine today.
Yeah 'seems' .
I was like, " whuttt ? "
I cant follow Jeff and others to Ipoh (!)
But yeah Its my fault not others.

So I finished my day by sleeping :D
Fun huh ? *erhh*
And I just woke up at 9.45 pm .
Yeahh I know its sounds crazy . Crazy ? Er. Yeah!
I cant keep on writing dee so
Tataaa readers *hearts* !

I spy,

2009-12-17T21:27:00.003+08:00

Hello readers (!)
Lets play 'I spy' today.
So ,

I spy , Ramasamy mwahhs ! HAHAHA
Guess who bebehhh ? Lol.
Iloveyoulah (K)Muthu *hearts*

Sorry Juriffa Nathrah,
I just ... I just ..
Lack of activities, hahaha.
*Cheers*